Shi tian... *sighz* i noe is actualli very short~ but like veri long to me leh~ i mean... ive been waiting forever~! frankly speaking this countdown not zhun de~ he can come out anytime~ i finally understand how Mrs Jacqueline Ng felt when she said she felt like a time-bomb~ lolz~ now i feel like one too~ if zeze becums overdue den i'll REALLI feel like a time-bomb~
u noe how anxious i am to see zeze now? anxious till i realli dun care abt oncoming labour le~ everidae i keep tellin him "zeze come out now leh~ mummy wanna c u~" i realli dun care abt how painful labour gonna be lor~ i mean, sooner or later gotta go thru, might as well NOW~! furthermore the later he comes out the less time i haf to rest after givin birth u noe~! i still gotta go back to sch de~! im juz afraid by the time he's 1 mth old im alreadi back in sch~ i dun wan tat~! *breathe....relax relax...*
den now laogong start new training course le~ course commander oso change~ den he haven get his new course commander's contact number~ im realli scared coz if i cant contact laogong i realli dunno who else to contact le~ but he tells mi i should be able to contact him anytime~ hopefully lar~ haiz~ im oso realli scared he cant come asap should i suddenli call him & tell him im in labour~ i realli dun wanna go hospital alone~ y the hell is he is changi~! there's a naval base in Tuas oso arh~! *HAIZ*
he oso told mi he's being posted to one of the big ships tat went to Banda Aceh. *sad* tat means nex time if there's a trip out to sea, he could be gone for months... leavin mi & zeze alone~ but no choice... if i wanna continue studyin, he has to be a regular to get higher pay... i noe how much he's doing for mi & zeze... and i realli appreciate it... actualli, im alreadi veri lucky he stood by me when we found out im pregnant, and now he's doing much more to save my studies~ i noe how much he loves us, and how much he cares... *sighz*... but most importantly, i guess, is how happy we r to have zeze & be able to get married~ we r oso plannin to get our own flat after his 21st birthday in december~ ^_^ (now tat realli perks mi up~) realli happi lar~! heez... *SIGHZ*
ZeZe, MuMMy & DaDDy~! FoReVeR~! (And maybe a younger sibling for Zeze after i get my degree~ hehe~) *loggin off*