Get Used To It~!

Changed blog template again... When i said i wouldn change it again rite? Well get used to it~! It's become like a hobby now~ I mean, I find so much joy in playing around with the HTML~ Lolz~ Kuku siaz mi~

Aniwae still feeling the blues~ I hope it goes away when Zeze comes out~ (Theoretically speaking, it should worsen after Zeze comes out~ But I hope it'll go away aniwae~) Other women's blues is post-natal de leh~! Y is mine pre-natal?! Muz be coz laogong doesn realli tok much abt my pregnancy, or Zeze, or labour, or stuff liddat~! I mean, i feel tat he's so out of it lor~! I keep tryin to tok to him about it but all he ever toks about is his stupid diet & his stupid weight & his stupid fitness~! He keeps emphasising how stressed IPPT is~! Sianz diao lor~! I'm the one givin birth to Zeze & takin care of Zeze & studyin at the same time~!!! *ARGHZ*

I noe I probably shouldn expect much... but... haiz... i realli need the excess attention i dun usualli get~ like, right now~! He keeps tellin mi he's sorry he's not being caring enough but he doesn do anithin abt it~! sehz~! DO SOMETHING LAR~! I dun care wad u do~! Juz make mi happi~! All i feel like doin now is CRY~! ......... my heart hurts........ we shld be even more loving den newly-weds de lor... but i feel like we've been married for like.... 40 years~! I juz need tat extra attention... Tat extra spark... I feel like.... ARGHZ i dunno wad i feel like~!

*Sorry for venting my frustration here... update ya all soon...*